Bashah, I hope you are happier in the past 20 months. Although is just a quick lunch every weekend, I hope u enjoy the food and the accompany. May you lead a better next life, with loving family and lots of friend. Rest in Peace. 阿弥陀佛！
很多事一旦做了就回不了头。压根只是一件小事，就因迟了一个多小时，工作几乎完成了，就把气都发泄在他人身上，为何要那么沉不住气？
庆幸的是他没因此而生气，还道了歉，只是大家心里会不会有芥蒂？心里很过意不去，真的是后悔莫及。
It has been a long time since I last post. I cant even remember what I have posted before. Until today, happen to Skype one of my oldies friend and she mentioned about my blog, refresh my mermory of what i have posted.
We have not been messging for quite sometime. Is nice talking to her again this afternoon.
After reading my first post, i then recall she is the one who created this blog for me. And now she is the one who motivate me to continue with blogging. 她真的是我部落各的恩师吧。
Sometime ago, due to some matter, I remove all my ex-colleagues from my facebook. I guess or believe she is angry with me. She must be thinking I longer treat her as a friend. I really do and treasure our friendship. I also wish that I could continue to read my friends post in the facebook, knowing how are they doing even if we dont meet that often. But to avoid unnecessary trouble and explanation, I have to keep them out of my fb.
fb has no privacy. I keep fb is to keep in touch with my schoolmates. To catch up with latest news. You wont believe that i have a bf friend that tells me why MR A alway liked your photos; and since then, MR A wife has never comments on MR A post, they must be having problem. Best part is, my this bf friend doesnt even know MR and MRS A, but could link them together and tell me their story. Guess this friend can be a paparazzi. I just feel being stalk and being spyed.
Anyway is all over now, hope I will continue to write here. 写稿只是抒发情绪的途径，把当下的一些想法情绪抒发出来，若干年后再回头读，还是有另一番滋味。
昨天,我们合作无间,他教我如何握铲子(jian xi),又教我煮角豆,南瓜,麻油鸡.忙了一个上午.
九点多,问我要不要一块走,去喝咖啡他要我坐他车,又怕人看到,要我在carpark外等..在他车上,他又提起下个月去缅甸当义工的事,说不知我有没有兴趣.日期还没定.我确实很想去见识一下.希望能如愿以偿.
在macphson的咖啡店,他提起他老婆的事,他说把我当好朋友所以告诉我.还说,做夫妻,就该有相同的看法,一起做事.我不知他是不是暗示我,但他又说,他已不在相信人,不会在投入感情.
他真只把我当好朋友吗?还是另有意思?唉!!
The article that I wrote about my friend doing volunteer work was publish on 10 Sep (see prevous post). I did not pre inform my friend that I will mention about him in my article. Yesterday, received a call from my friend, asking if I have got someone to write about him. Haha, find it so funny that he could think of i get someone to write instead of me writing myself. When positng the article, I thought not many people will read chinese paper, and no one will know I am talking about him. To my suprise, his friend read it and inform him. At first he thought was written by someone who is close to him since the person know him driving luxury car. I guess after his friend read to him the whole article, he then suspect is me and call me to confirm. He does not wan anyone to know is written by me cause he feel pai seh. Today at Willing Heart, a aunty also read the article. She didnt know I wrote it, but was saying written very well and the person must be knowing him for many years. In actual fact, we know each other only close to 2 months. :) The good thing is, his friend read the article and was saying that would like to follow him to do good will. To him, he thanks me for writing so good about him, most importantly, my article has influence other to come forward to do charity and volunteer. This is exactly what the title of my article, 让爱延续, the let good will continue and pass on. After hang up, he called back 5 mins later and told me he called is just to say thank you. :)
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